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Early in my executive coaching career, I worked with a managing director who could command any room.

Results: excellent. Team: loyal. Board: impressed. By every external measure, he was succeeding.

Before every board meeting, though, he'd rehearse like he was preparing for trial. Not reviewing his material — rehearsing his composure. Practising how to look certain, how to sound unshakeable, how to leave no space for anyone to question whether he belonged there.

After one of those flawless performances, he said something I've never forgotten.

"I know my stuff, Gavin. I just don't feel like myself in that room."

I'd spent years studying leadership development. I understood strategy, communication, delegation. But that sentence opened a door I hadn't walked through before. He wasn't struggling with competence. He was struggling with the distance between who he was and who he felt he had to be.

That conversation changed how I work. I stopped treating confidence as a skill to build and started paying attention to what was getting in the way of the confidence that was already there. Most of the leaders I coach don't lack ability. They lack permission — from themselves — to lead as they actually are, rather than as they think they're expected to be.

I've since had hundreds of versions of that exchange. Other names, other industries, other titles. The experience is remarkably consistent: accomplished people performing a version of themselves they don't fully recognise.

It's the reason I wrote my book, Unmask the Confident Leader Within. And it's the reason this newsletter exists.

If any of this week's editions landed, the book goes deeper into why capable leaders get stuck in that gap, and what to do about it.

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Monday: when perfectionism costs you the meeting.

Have a great weekend!

Gavin